Sunday, January 20, 2008
Circumstances
If there was another way...
I would not be here today...
I'll be back where i belong...
Somewhere in my past...
I should be the first to know...
Where the road i'm taking goes...
If i fail, then i suppose...
Every road, must be wrong...
Nice song...By Ivy from Beauty World...
Listen to it...Its attached to my blog...
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Sometimes, i can't help but agree to the saying that we are the victims of our own circumstance...
You make so much decisions and you stick to them hoping they will be the correct ones...
And if you are wrong, you need to face up to the consequences...
Your whole life is all about choices...
And when you chose one path, it is not necessary that you would be able to walk back if the path you had chosen is wrong...
Sometimes...Its not the pessimism of anything...
Its just that there is really no other way...
Or is there?
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Started school for one week....
School seemed different, everything seem different...
My life seemed different...
For good or for bad? I do not know...
Did not have much motivation to study...why?
Maybe my expectations are really too much for anything that i do such that now i experience some sort of repurcussions...
If there was another way...
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Its not regret...
Its just a feeling of loss and helplessness...
Sometimes i hope i can be like Hiro Nakamura in Heroes...
Go back to the past and correct my wrong, or simply freeze time and let yourself ponder about what you are doing now and the circumstances...
So many feelings stored in me...
That make me feel like i may explode...
Like Peter Petrelli...
Nonsense...
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Chun Keong nonsensed at
3:36 AM
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