Saturday, December 29, 2007
Aftermath...
Went KTV with G-6 less 1 yesterday evening...
Wanted to sing K for a long time...
Finally got my wish...
As usual...
Kelvin was at his dialect singing best...
William and YY no need to say...As usual very high standard singing...
Weiliang kept singing songs from women singers...Dunno why...Anyway its our first time singing K with him and it was an experience...
Left me...Started with Cuo Le by Shin...Screaming at the top of my voice at only my second song for the day...Yuan Zui Fan...Trying to imitate Andy in Gui Shu...Then Fang Shen...Then alot alot more...
Call me 'Bu Zhi Liang Li'...But i just want to vent alot of pent up frustrations and feelings i had over the past two weeks...
The past two weeks have been torturous for me...Trying to escape everything by working on UROPS until late in the night...but still when i go home...
And its only the accompaniment of G-6, especially William, that helped me step out from all these nonsense...And i want to thank them sincerely...Thanks alot...Haven laugh for so much since a long time...
After K we went touring around Orchard in my car...toking crap...as usual...
Then went back to Esplanade...
Sat at the steps of marina square and while the time away...
Typical G-6 style...
Haven done this for a long time...
Haven been able to relax myself temporarily for so long...
Beginning to take everything in my stride...
Although...Everytime i am alone at home...Those words still haunt me...
But i guess some words will never ever leave your mind...Memories as well...
Taking my first steps towards the long road to recovery...
What's to expect when i reach the end of the road???
Or will i ever reach there???
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Tuesday, December 25, 2007
Martell
Spent the afternoon with Will because his GF was working (poor girl...poor will...lucky me have someone to accompany...) and we basically went to fun land and waste money...
Still...I must thank him for keeping me company...
After which i went home and...
Martell Cordon Bleu...
Not bad...tried it on the rocks...
Basically drank for the whole night...
Damn sinful...Damn fattening...
Nvm...
Tml gym and table tennis...
Then lab till late night...
Shiok...
Confirm can get my mind off stuffs...
But still...
Everytime i see those words...
I just can't help it...
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Lonely Xmas
Merry Christmas...
A different christmas this year...
Stayed in the lab until quite late on monday...
Wanted to just do something and not think of others...
Very effective once you force yourself to focus on the job at hand...
But after that...
Its damn tiring...
Still...
Better than nothing...
Would have gone to lab on christmas if not for family lunch...
Nothing to stop me now...
Just want to do something...
Not even laughing continuously helps...
But at least on that moment of laughter you do forget...
For awhile...
That is still worth it though...
Anything that can distract my attention is worth it...
Time to move on man...
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Monday, December 24, 2007
Stories...
Can't really sleep these days...
Slowly but surely, things will get back to normal...
Waiting...
I'm very patient...
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The moment eyes are closed, i find myself in a movie...
A reminiscence of many many things...
There are plenty of twists and drama in this movie such that it keeps you on the edge and you can't really sleep...
And then there are laughters and tears...
And you see the characters in the movie change and grow...
And since you are the director of the movie...
You do not want to reach the ending...
You want the movie to carry on...
Haha...
Dream on...
The characters have already moved on...
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Sunday, December 23, 2007
Crazy
Its ironic...
And to think i have been wishing for time to slack at home and do nothing...
Now...
I have been trying to want to escape from this home 'prison'...
I want to find things to do so that i can get my mind off stuffs...
I wanna laugh for very very long so i can forget temporarily everything...
Things seem so weird at first...
Eventually i will get used to it...I know that...
Why has it become me who is so reluctant?
I do not know...
The feeling of emptiness and helplessness...
Interesting...
No matter...
I will get used to it...
But do i want to?
In the end...i know what's wrong...
I'm wrong...
Damn...
Crazy me...
But...
Isn't this a crazy world???
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Friday, December 21, 2007
Its all over...
Close to 2 and a half years...
That amount of time is neither long nor short...
Long enough to think what is really going wrong...
But too short to make amends for these wrongs...
And in the end...
It has to end this way...
Maybe its the best for both of us...
Gone are the days when a simple few words can help to clear everything up...
Gone are the simple days...
But i am still standing there...Not progressing at all...Why?
Two different people in two different environment having two different kinds of thoughts...
And you would think its the differences that link both, rather than the other way round...
That fine day...
I will never forget...
And many many more...
I don regret...
2 person caught up in a web of differences...
The end result?
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I don understand...
I really don...
I do not even know if there are still any feelings left for me...
I guess it does not matter anymore...
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I may be selfish...
But i just want to achieve something...
Am i asking for too much?
I do not know...
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The change was so great...
I did not change?
I did...
Just that you never realised...
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I'm ok......Like real...I'm not....
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Thursday, December 20, 2007
Something wrong?
Somehow...Something is wrong...
Dunno why...
Maybe things are not meant to be...
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Monday, December 17, 2007
Holiday trip
Finally i'm back...
Had mixed feelings for this trip...
Initially it was relaxing and very enjoyable...
But in the end there are people who just make it so hard for you to enjoy the trip thoroughly...
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To start off, we went Macau for a 3 day 2 night stay in the newest hotel there called "Venetian".
The hotel was designed like what you would see in Venice, with canals surrounding the shopping malls that can ferry you to the other end. What's more, there are also entertainers such as clowns and musicians and singers walking around entertaining you...Though i'm not sure if that is exactly what you would see in Venice...pretty weird to shop halfway and have a clown come up to you and juggle balls in front of you suddenly...
The rooms there are all suites, very very big rooms with 42 ince LCD TVs and 2 queen sized beds...Each suite cost about S$3000...wow...with that amount of money i can stay in a normal hotel for 1 month...
The casino, well...i actually won quite alot from the jackpot machines but i lost more on roulette, which equates to a negative turnover...haiz...sianz...and to think william ask me to win back one casino...one chip also dun have how to win? Haha, but then i did not lose much la...because i was very stingy with my money on the gambling table...
Went on half day tour around the country and found that there are roughly 24 casinos in the whole country!!! Everywhere you walk, you can see at least one casino building...No wonder they call the country the Asian Las Vegas...
If i can afford it, i would want to go back to the same hotel...for the suites...and er...for the casino as well...heh...
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Hong Kong was a different story for me though in that my turnover was confirm negative...Haha...
Bought a few jeans from Marks and Spencer as they were having sale, of which two jeans i brought cost a total of only 40 sing dollars!!!
Went back to Yung Kee because i can never forget how fantastic the roasted goose tastes...
We also had a half day tour around the city area touring sites which i will never go back to again...Places like Aberdeen and Stanley Market, with the latter a much expensive option when compared to Temple Street or Ladies Street...
There was already some unhappiness due to the cost of the tours that one of my family member act smart go and book...Those who know me well will know who i am talking about...That person is the only person whom i think epitomises the act of stupdity the best...
But i was quite glad to meet jeff at Ladies street, he was complaining about living conditions in New Territories and i was laughing at him...haha...typical G-6 behavior...
During my meeting with jeff, I finally got to try out the fabled stinky tofu, of chou dou fu in chinese...They say that it tastes the best in Hong Kong...Well...i can only say i was quite disappointed with it as the tofu tastes like...well...tofu...and there is not much taste in it except...well...tofu...the smell of the interior of the tofu is similar to that of the exterior though - they both smell like shit...don't ask me why i wanna try it...and i don eat shit...If you want a evidence of me eating the stinky tofu, get from jeff, he took a photo of me eating it...
The highlight of the whole hong kong trip was a trip down to Tung Chung, which is not only very close to the airport, but also the place where you can take cable car to Da Yu Shan to see the very big Buddha Statue...But this time i did not take cable car...we went to the mall directly outside the MTR station to shop on recommendation from jeff...
The mall is really fantastic in the sense that every shop is a fashion factory outlet (Polo, nautica, adidas, nike, esprit etc...)!!! The items are very cheap, at more than 50% discounted price, and the quality of the items are also very good unlike the normal factory outlet. But nike and adidas factory outlet was a disappointment, their stuffs are like so outdated that i can find t-shirts dating back to 1990s!!! Those who like basketball will remember the Charles Barkley vs Godzilla shirt...Yup...they have those there...real antique...
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Overall the trip should be quite satisfying for me, but there are people who tend to not keep their mouth shut or even turn their brains on to think of what they should say before opening their mouths such that they spoil your whole day...
I do not care if other people say i have lack of respect for that person. I do not care. I repeat, i do not care. Especially when that person does not respect my father. I would have given her one tight slap if not for being at the airport...In the end i can only settle for some harsh words on her...
And i also do not care if some others, including the stupid one, say i have lack of respect for that person. Because i would have scolded these people as well if not for the fact that i still have a sense of mind...
I already do not mind if they give rude looks or attitude problem even though its not directed at me...although i would gladly slap them...I also do not mind the immense stupidity of others...But i do mind when my whole holiday was spoilt by these people mumbling about life's unfairness and the like everyday and not showing respect...In the end, its only karma they deserve, and i do not show them respect as well...They deserve it...I do not regret my actions and i would repeat it again if time were to rewind...
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A whole holiday ruined by these people...crap...
Photos will be uploaded soon...i think...
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Monday, December 10, 2007
Happy...Relaxed...
Finally i had the kind of relaxed feeling you would get after exams...
Took some time though...
An example is me sleeping a full 11 hours today...Wonderful...Haven did that for a long long long time...
Also looking forward to weiliang and yy coming back from their SEP...by the time i come back...G-6 would have increased their strength back to 5...Haha...
Also happy for Kelvin cos he has been looking forward to his dearie coming back from india...must be enjoying his time with her...haha...
Watched Enchanted over the weekend...Not bad...nice story...ending abit not so enchanting but overall its good...I didn't know one small chipmunk made so much difference...That's to tell you every little thing matters...haha...
Also went to watch Golden Compass with my brother anf father...I must say my father had not watch a movie for many many years and when he saw the cinema he was abit enchanted...but we are not watching that movie la...
Golden Compass i should say was overhyped as the beginning was abit slow...and overall it wasn't as good as people make it out to be...but the movie's plot is not bad and the graphics are good...you all should watch it if you want to know the story...although i will never inderstand why must an armoured bear fight alone and fight untill so xin ku when he have an army to call upon on...but be prepared for the ending...never expected that...haha...
Tml i will be going to Hong Kong and Macau...Looked forward to it and also to meeting Jeff in Hong Kong...Really must get this time to recharge my batteries and relax to the max as well...haha...
To Hong Kong and Macau then...
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Thursday, December 06, 2007
50th Blog
Haven blogged for a long time...
Been too busy with exams...
So should have happy feeling / holiday mood now that the exams are over...
But i don't...
Thought i prepared alot for it...end up i may have fucked everything up...
Haha...Dunno what is wrong...
Not enough preparation?
Mind blank?
Not enough sleep?
Think too much?
Stressed too much?
Or are there other confounding variables???
I dunno...
Just think i shouldn't be like this anymore...
My second upper depend on it...
Even though this sem is different in that i am more prepared and more confident...
This kind of nonsense still happen...
What the hell is going on?
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Its just an irony...
You think that getting A is no prob cos things have been going in your favour...
Then you may have lost interest in it...Or basically the A just eludes you...
Or basically there is too much nonsense going on that screwed everything up...
Its really the little things that mattered the most...
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Look forward to Macau/Hong Kong Trip...
To take a break from everything...
No need to think of anything at all...
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