Tuesday, September 18, 2007
An Update...
Its been some time...
Celebrated dear's Bday for 3 days sia...Like CNY like that...only CNY need to celebrate 15 days...So consider her's as 1/5 CNY...But no Ang Bao la...Would have been more days...Photos are in her blog...
Last week was nearly a disaster for me...Nearly shocked till died...Literally...And to think its 11/09...It may be only superficial but it has indeed left a deep impression in my mind...Maybe because its me who's involved???
In the blink of an eye, yy and weiliang has set off for the US and the G-6 is down by 2 members...I wish them all the best for their SEP and enjoy as much as they can...YY, since its S/U, dun need to study too hard la ar...Just relax...
I wish i can relax too...haha...
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Ppl have been asking me why do i need to study so much? What are my plans after studies? Why this why that?
I guess i can only say i want to do certain things for the sake of the future for myself and for those close to me...I believe that being able to climb as high as i could would give me better security as well as better income and satisfaction...Its not only because i have my own aspirations and i want to see how far i can go...Its what i study that needs me to go on as i am, and i'm glad i have a good mentor to guide me through...I need to work hard to repay his faith in me, as well as to repay myself, give myself some justification...
I guess a reason why ppl do not understand why i take this route is because they do not understand the requirements of what i study...I study Chemistry because it is the only thing i am interested and can do better, if not do well in...Chemistry has always been what i want to study...
So what if others have more experience in life and feel they have opinions to offer? It does not really fit into the context of what i do...And how do i convey it to others such that they can understand what it means to me?
Issit fair then to everyone? I dunno...I only know it will be fair if i am given time...
So many I's...Is it really only because of me?
Engine stuttering...Need to encourage it back to life...How?
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"What first appears to be a sloppy or meaningless use of words may well be a completely correct use of words to express sloppy or meaningless thinking..."
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Chun Keong nonsensed at
11:50 PM
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